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| Become boring |
| 04.02.04 (9:11 am) [edit] |
I used to live life like tomorrow was coming no matter what i did. Like i was invincible, a wannabe superman. When the harsh realities of life kick in, you can only do but one thing... become more boring. Not to say i'm boring or that my life is, but it has become less eventfull and more normal than it used to be. On work nights i am fully capable of getting loose till 3 in the morning and being at work at 8 am. I don't do that anymore. Instead i come home, watch way too much news and go to the gym. Oh yea i eat to. Sounds normal and healthy right??? Wrong, my inner light is dimming, that matching spark in my eye and smile gets little air time anymore. I wake up early on the weekends, my stuff collection has me out-classed... i am the youngest thing in my room besides my fish and plants, I have fish and plants and take care of them. My plants are supposed to die and my fish starve, instead everything is flourinshing like Rome under Caesar. A 23 yearold with the taste of a 50 year old who dresses like he's 16 , looks 17,acts like a 18 year old but insists he is mature, yea thats me. i've yet to hit my prime. I feel like my social life has been retired. maybe my prime is behind me. maybe when i'm 30 and look 24 and act like a 21 year old ill be roaring again. I kinda refuse to throw in the towel, maybe i need a concert binge for the month of april, 4 concerts and 4 yankee games and i should be ok. Maybe Manchester United needs to win the FA FUCKING CUP. I need a raise to, and there is too much horse testosterone in this fucking office, we need some estrogen. Sausage parties, im not used to that shit.
I need to throw the sappy game down and pick the camera back up, yes... thats what ill do.
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posted by: dumblondegirl (reply)
post date: 04.02.04 (9:53 am)
I'm addicted to your blog. What did you name your fish, BTW?
If only I were still young and free! Damn, there would be so much I'd be doing. You need to get out more before you wake up and have 3 kids and wonder where all the fun in your life went. ;)
posted by: Ari (reply)
post date: 04.02.04 (1:41 pm)
you are NOT boring. i love your blog, post more!
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