This is one of my first posts, i need to get myself back up... one elusive state has inspired me.

Ahh yes, the undying question... What is blackanese??
Yea i used to tell people that i am black and Japanese mix, thats why i am soo handsome.( ) Well the Comedian/Actor Chris Tucker turned me on to the term Blackanese. You guessed it, Black and Japanese. So with this in mind... i used to go on, day by day realizing that hmmm sometimes i wake up craving some chicken and Old E,... Other days i crave some sushi and Sake. Yes it is all very clear to me, i am not 50%black and 50% Japanese... its a fluctuating ratio.. sometimes i wake up 51% black, 49% Japanese and vice versa. So for a while my head would hang down with the looming thought that no matter what i eat, i will only be at most 51% satisfied, not the 100% i yearn for. This went on for a while until one day at the mall i was sitting at the food court eating. I stopped, looked around confused... what is this feeling... i feel... 100% satisfaction right now, i feel whole, i feel serenity, i feel as safe as a joey in a marsupial pouch. Why??? I looked down at my food...
Gasp... Eureeka!!! CHICKEN TERIYAKI!!!! Best of Both Worlds.